Tuesday, December 02, 2008

I made it. 36 today.
12.02.72.
Where did the time go?
Whew.
but today could've sucked
today could have been sad
today could have made me feel
older, lonlier and mad

but today I was granted
the gift of love
students sang happy birthday
and gave lots of hugs


family called all day
friends showered me with gifts
enjoyed cake with my kids
and ice-cream with my chicks

flowers arrived
from far away
Doug said he loved me
a million times today

my first birthday without Stephanie
I survived because of your love
she was here with me, don't know how
maybe an angel or a dove

yep. I made it.
because of you.
you hugged,
you sang, you provided,
and you were you.

Thanks.
XOXOXO.
Peace.

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

Katie,I forgot to tell you a "big happy birthday" when we spoke today. Sometimes work gets so crazy it can make us rude. I will give you a hug and kiss when I see you. You are a courageous women, incredible Mom, beautiful wife, loving daughter and a hero to your entire family. I am honored to be part of your lives and by the confidence you have placed in me. Your family and most of all Stephanie, are in my prayers everyday. Happy Birthday and Ill call soon.From your lawyer (and more importantly your friend)

mommy&mom said...

Happy Birthday!!! I stopped by your sister Kelly's blog and saw yours. I had written to you after Stephie passed away to let you know what an impact your family's story had made on me, and I can't imagine how many others. I think about you all the time and pray that you are coping and finding some sort of peace. Every time a chart passes over my desk I always check platelets and think of Stephanie. You and your sister are making such a difference in getting Stephanie's story out.
Thinking of you and sending prayers your way,
Betsy

elainem22 said...

Happy Happy Birthday!! :)

Pam Vizdos said...

Happy Birthday! You're so often in my thoughts. Many hugs!

Jyl said...

Happy Birthday Katie! I'm so glad you felt the gift of love and your little angel today. Cheers and peace to you!

Jodi H said...

I am so glad it was a good day for you. Happy Birthday again!!

michelle said...

I continue to be awed and inspired by you. I'm glad that you had a good day. Happy Belated.
Shell

Kelly W. said...

Katie, beautiful post. I'm so happy you had a good day. I knew it would be hard. It is the love of friends and family that keeps us going. I love you and I miss you!!!

Liz1971 said...

happy birthday, katie!! :)

Anonymous said...

happy belated birthday
my son shares
the day with u
i'm thrilled
u had some joy
thinking of u
xoxo rosa

Michele said...

Happy belated birthday, Katie!! :)the gift of love, that's the best gift of all. xo